Tuesday, December 9, 2008 ; 11:23 PM♥
I LOVE YOU ! <3
sincerely my dearest darling. iim still wonderin if ii eva shud delete my pics wit hym frm my comp. ii feel lyk its such a pity to delete those pics awae. iim over hym n uu noe it. buden those bloody damn memories done is juz sooo hard to juz throw awae n it kips cumin to my mind whneva iim alone n ii juz wonder. y muz ii love hym soo much last tym ? argh ! ii hate my screwed up life ! ii reallie reallie feel sadd seein da hard earn fwenshipp built to juz crumble dwn juz bcoz of a haywire relationship. ii reallie do regret startin sumting tat cn ii knew may nt last. ii was hopin it wud but its juz my hopin n nt his. ii still rmb those words he sae whn ii felt lyk ii was goin to loose hym. he kip sayin ii wud nvr loose hym coz he loves mie too much but we ended up bein enemies !
ii hate it ! ii hate hym ! ii hate myself ! fer lovin hym n puttin sooo much hope on my relationship wit hym ! it took mie eight bloody months to reallie get over hym n my memories wit hym kips hunting mie n nt lettin mie let go of hym truly. ii nid hym. ii want his fwenshipp tat was filled wit happiness n sorrow. he was reallie thr fer mie whneva ppl fergt abt mie. hahaha ! weird ? ii bloody damn noe. bt ii reallie hate this part of my life ryte nw.
memories. will uu juz scram ????!!!!!!!! arghx.
listening to :
Goodbye
sang by Miley Cyrus.
fergettin is hardd~~
``iifahhhh(:
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