Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ; 12:00 PM♥
I LOVE YOU ! <3
here ii am updatin agn ! hahaha. tdae is my bfd n iim gonna share a gud news wit those readers whu noe abt dis blogg. :P its been such a long tym since ii last updated here. ouh well. carrie on wit my gud news. hehehee. sooo many noe tat my fwenshipp wit a fwen of mine fell apart. n to my shock dis fwen of mine came to my bfd party aft ii invited hym bt he tot tat he werent invited. hahaaa. n he gav mie a letter. ouh so sweet of hym ! hahaa. we hav decided to stay fwens n try to make our fwenshipp work out aft it has been gone. hahaa. weird lah. we were fwens all along buden ii didnt noe. ii tot we were enemies or sumting. okae lah. dis is wats inside his letter.
happy 16th birtday !
sorry to come uninvited. first of all, i would like to say a big thanks for all the wonderful memories you have given me. be it good or bad, i really appreciate them. and i'm sure no form of apology, or rather apologies would make up for the hurt i have caused you. i have my reasons and believe me, it is not because of you. anyways, you are sixteen now. a young adult. study hard and work hard. but do enjoy as hard as well. congrats on you getting to secondary five. 'o' levels is hard. seriously. my last advice to you is this, put in your best efforts and stay strong. im sure you have a hard time reading this letter. as always, sorry for my bad handwritting.
sincerely,
his name.
hahahaaa ! my guesses uu ppl r wondering whu he is. well. iim aint gonna tell uu. wahahahaaa. guess it if uu can. lets juz sae he's a fwen ii dun wanna loose animore. getting hym bck in my life is wonderful. my wish fer my swit sixteen bfd did came true. ii feel happie n wonderful. ii was hopin bt ii tot he wudnt cum. bt he did. yays !!! ii did cry whn ii saw hym outside da gate whn ii was otw out of da chalet. he was juz thr. da boy tat hunts my dreams. da face ii miss most. da voice iim waitin to hear. all dis while he was alwys in my mind. hahahs ! n nw ii hav hym bck in my life agn.
THANK YOU ! THANK YOU ! THANK YOU ! fer cuming to my bfd party n wantin to b my fwen agn ! (: hehee. YANAAAA cullen ! ii tink uu're waitin fer dis news. soo thr uu go. hehehee. tats my news ! tats all fer tdae ! take care everyone ! (:
listening to :
Like A Rose
sang by A1.
Like A Rose
sang by A1.
sincerely yours ;
``iifahhhh malfoy hales (:
Thursday, December 11, 2008 ; 8:41 PM♥
I LOVE YOU ! <3
Hey syg! i'm so very very very sorry for what happened to you...i was so blind! we meet up in school everyday during recess time, we even had our shared diary and now a shared blog...Yet, i can't see the excruciating burden that u carry every single day...Only till you tell me everything from the start, then i know that it was Because of Me,This happened to you...
I am Terribly Sorry For Everything...
I know, I don't really help by saying sorry as things had happened and 'Sorry' is Never a cure to anything...I Really Swear that i will make up for all the time that i leave you lonely and sad =) I will start changing my Selfish attitude that people hated and be aware about the people around me And Especially YOU =)
We have gone through alot together...Studies, Relationships, Personal, Family... Alot! We quarrel quite afew times too! But through all of this, i started to Know You More...Your Hates and Likes =) and i admit that i can be quite annoying and troublesome to you rite??? I'm verry Sorry for that..Well i'm a human that is still learning the meaning of life too...Seriously,i'm really doing my best to be a True Bestfriend =) But still,PLEASE...I may not always be with you, So, if you EVER need me,PLEASE! Just give me a call...Atleast i know what you are thinking at that point of time k? =) And about him, i Know how it feels like...
Its Very hard to forget someone that is always there by your side, Talk to YOU on the phone every night, share your burden, said that He Loves You EVERYDAY without fail and one day, he was gone, leave you all alone back in the dark, also leaving all the Promises he had made...Its like Losing Everything in a blink of eye rite? some more,HE replaces All Your friends That is not paying enough attention to you...Its very hard, but believe me, TIME WILL HEALS...my dear,u need to be strong =) I will help you if you are missing him..But for now,just try not to care about him at all...its different than' Forget About Him' =)
I Love You Iifah! =)
Labels: beep me yup?, please stay hapry
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 ; 11:23 PM♥
I LOVE YOU ! <3
sincerely my dearest darling. iim still wonderin if ii eva shud delete my pics wit hym frm my comp. ii feel lyk its such a pity to delete those pics awae. iim over hym n uu noe it. buden those bloody damn memories done is juz sooo hard to juz throw awae n it kips cumin to my mind whneva iim alone n ii juz wonder. y muz ii love hym soo much last tym ? argh ! ii hate my screwed up life ! ii reallie reallie feel sadd seein da hard earn fwenshipp built to juz crumble dwn juz bcoz of a haywire relationship. ii reallie do regret startin sumting tat cn ii knew may nt last. ii was hopin it wud but its juz my hopin n nt his. ii still rmb those words he sae whn ii felt lyk ii was goin to loose hym. he kip sayin ii wud nvr loose hym coz he loves mie too much but we ended up bein enemies !
ii hate it ! ii hate hym ! ii hate myself ! fer lovin hym n puttin sooo much hope on my relationship wit hym ! it took mie eight bloody months to reallie get over hym n my memories wit hym kips hunting mie n nt lettin mie let go of hym truly. ii nid hym. ii want his fwenshipp tat was filled wit happiness n sorrow. he was reallie thr fer mie whneva ppl fergt abt mie. hahaha ! weird ? ii bloody damn noe. bt ii reallie hate this part of my life ryte nw.
memories. will uu juz scram ????!!!!!!!! arghx.
listening to :
Goodbye
sang by Miley Cyrus.
fergettin is hardd~~
``iifahhhh(:
Labels: memories (:
Saturday, December 6, 2008 ; 9:39 PM♥
I LOVE YOU ! <3
Hey! ofcourse i remember dat pic! Before n After dat pic was taken...hahaha...It was on ur 2007 Birthday!!! =) it was one of the happiest day i had in 2007 =) I really Love goin out together as a big group...Hopefully this year will be e same as last year yup?? haiz...Time REALLY Fly VERY FAST!!! i cn still remember how panic i was in e early 2008, how my malay results awakened me, Band Graduation ceremony,OBOG n even wen doin my Olevel papers!!! haiz... i dun think so i do very well for my amaths n paper2 for physics...haiz...Results will b out on JANUARY!!! Argh!!! but urs is faster rite? wow...You Dun worry k?well we already do e papers n now our job is juz to pray harder n hope for the better...=) dun let it ruin ur sweet sixteen bdae yup? dats e MOST important upcoming event =) well i wish U ALL THE BEST 4 THE RESULTS...n NO MATTER WAD HAPPENS,I'M ALWAYS READY TO LISTEN UP TO U...=) so take care yup syg! =) Love You SO Much!
Thursday, December 4, 2008 ; 11:15 PM♥
I LOVE YOU ! <3
' memories ! '
heyyaaa.
YANA ! uu still rmb dis pic ? hahaa. its a dae ii cn nvr ferget ! hehehe. my bfd party at East Coast. uu came dwn wit da guys. n da guys bbq juz fer mie. we all gt wet bbq-in. haixxx. those were da days yea ? ii wishh ii cud turn bck tym ! boohoos~~ rmb wat happen ryte aft takin dis pic ? hahahaa. ii slipped n hurt myself while Farhan slipped tryin to save mie. AWWW~~ hw heroic ?! LOL ! ii reallie do miss those days ! dis year goes by sooo fast. it felt lyk yst was juz january. hahahaaa. ii wonder n ii juz kip wonderin. wat makes tym trvel sooo fast ? one moment we're havin fun. n we're attach. in da nxt moment we're single. n we're done wit our exams. WOW ! reallie shockin ! soon. ii'll get bck my results. iim scared, Yana. ii dunoe if ii reallie hav done well. haixxx.
listening to :
Right Back In The Water
sang by Jesse McCartney.
with love;
``iifahhhh(:
Labels: memories (:
Wednesday, December 3, 2008 ; 9:33 PM♥
I LOVE YOU ! <3
Thank You Very Much for sharing this blog wif me =)
Really appreciate u for spending your time doin this blog...
I think this will b our 2nd diary yup! =) anyway,will pass you
our diary soon k? in e mean time,Take Care! =)
Love You So Much! =)
Monday, December 1, 2008 ; 3:09 PM♥
I LOVE YOU ! <3
ouh ! n tats mie ! (: dis is a shared blogg of mine wit Yana. my best friend fer 10 yrs nw. hahaha. ummm. ii exactly hav nthng to sae. nthng is in my mind. ouh well ! ii nid to find a blogskin fer dis blogg. will update agn soon ! ciaoz ! (:
listening to :
Irresistible
sang by Jessica Simpson.
ii aint cumin bck animore~~
``iifahhhh(:
